And life goes down in a tailspin..........
So yeah, that's me losing my temper. And feeling, well, like shit to be blunt. So yeah, it's three in the morning, I'm curled up in the dark listening to Restless Heart Syndrome by Green Day because it explains my LIFE, and feeling trapped. Mom's pissed at me for just stuff, dad doesn't want any part of it, and I've got nowhere to run. Hell, it used to be I could call a friend and I could escape, but now that's not easy as it used to be. I just... feel horrible in every way possible. I see myself in the mirror and see this horrid, torn, creature, not human in the slightest bit, living off of other things like a leech. Sucking away others happiness for myself. I can't even escape in dreams; they are so horrible at this point I don't want to sleep. I may walk up to you and seem like 'I cannot be anymore chipper and annoyingly cheerful', but it's a mask. A FUCKING MASK. So next time you see me, if you want you can rip off that fucking mask and I'll willingly spill my guts to you. Or you can just say 'Want to cuddle?' Because yes, I really, really just want to cuddle. Cuddling would be a dream come true. But who wants to cuddle a monster?
Miserable
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Oh, thou salty libertine,
Shed not thine tears of pale marine,
Upon my rusted moon-machine.
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"It doesn't matter if they want it, they just don't need it" (The F.W.A. belief)
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"In life, you're connected to many ropes, to many different directions and paths. But sometimes, ropes will tug you from the direction that you want to go. Sometimes you need to cut those ropes to press on"
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"It doesn't matter if they want it, they just don't need it" (The F.W.A. belief)
much appreciated
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"Not even Death can save you from me!" said the big ugly red thing.
yours
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.A_A
o^.^o ~ *Pika*
.(v v)
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What do you think of crossovers? I like 'em.
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